He was in an odd mood when I got to the pub, I thought it might have been because I was a bit late but he didn't say anything much about it. 

The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off somewhere more intimate so we could talk more privately. 

We went to this restaurant and he was STILL acting a bit funny. 

I tried to cheer him up and started to wonder whether it was me or something else. 

Asked him, and he said no. But I wasn't really sure. So anyway, in the cab on the way back to his house, I said that I love him and he just put his arm around me. 

I didn't know what the hell that meant because you know he doesn't say it back or anything. 

We finally got back to his place and I was wondering if he was going to dump me! So I tried to ask him about it but he just switched on the TV. Reluctantly, I said I was going to go to sleep. 

Then after about 10 minutes, he joined me and we had sex. 

But, he still seemed really distracted, so afterwards I just wanted to leave but I just cried myself to sleep. I dunno, I just don't know what he thinks anymore. I mean, do you think he's met someone else???


England lost. Tired. Got a shag though